Heya again i was away like always but i will upload some art just his storm dont kill my net again lol , im making this journal bc i feel something in my heart to tell you , i had the worse weeks of my life , for a couple of years i was with the knowlege of something growing in my chest until finally i understand that this is a cancer , im not writing and talking about silly thing , i been thinking , crying and cursing a lot when im alone , but i want to ask you if you are reading my words in think about what are you doing with your life , and now ask to yoursefl if a terminal disease apper in your life or body , what you will do? you change with ppl? you try to enjoy more and take the last breath? i hope this words make you understand and think about how sometimes we spend our time here , much times the idea of the death is like a joke and many times we still think that never will happen , until something happen and then we start to ask if we doing the things wrong.
Im not telling you to change the things in your life bc only you know if you are doing the rigth things or the bad things i just ask you to think about how you are spending or wasting your time , ppl dont will be around you always and you dont know really if you will be here forever , i still want figth but this words are from you if you can understand thems , end with all that sadness and depression , end with all the feeling that tell you you never will be someone , you still breathing and you still have time here so stop to be always in that way of live , i dont know if my words will work for you but i hope you read thems and understand the little thing i want share with you , is tme to enjoy until death comes , no to be sad unil death comes , be strong and take my hand until time comes.