Hey there again , so yeah i been working lately and ealing with depression on the worse side of all this the month of the mother so yea its gonna be a looong month and diffiicult , there was once a woman who i always respect and adore , yeah we had many many fights and many many bad moments i really cant lie to myself and say ohhh yeah all was perfect , all was a lovely momento when i cant scape to the true , i had many bad fights we hurt so much each other a lot and i never though i would miss you so much , this woman was my mother , a strong soul , a lovely woman and yet i feel like i had more bad moments with her tan good.
You never know how much you can miss someone until you lost it , i wish i could write you a letter Jefita linda , my sweet mother i wish i coulkd have you here with me and start this month in a diferent way with you , far away from this drepession and this sadness that you left Deep in my heart when you gone.
i always deal with depression but i feel like im about to fall to the abyms without you , its gonna be so difficult bc every day you will be in my mind and i cant just get rid about all the bad memories , i was such a bad daugther with you and i really never had the chance to tell you how much you meant for me , how much i miss you , how much i need you and how much i want your guide mom.
on the brigth side im still in love with a beutifull woman who i adore and love its just be gonna really difficult for me to stay cheerfully and happy for her and to be honest hehe im so scared of mess the things bc my depression.
so we only can wait for the good right? for better times and spend time with those who are important , its all what we can do bc you never come when you will need to left this wold
Listening to: Antestor